4 MORE DAYS.To Breaking Dawn.Oh man, I'm seriously anticipating this.
Thanks Charlotte & TV for offering to get me the book for my birthday and encouraging me to read it after O's, but I really have been expecting this book since last year.
So I absolutely MUST read it.
Thanks again though! :D
I appreciate it that both of you care enough about me to advise me not to read it now.
Here I'll have an intermission, because I believe that I've been too mean and cruel to some people.
I don't want to be consumed by hate and dislike, cause that is just sad.
If you asked me, "Would you like to be friends?"
I'd say, "Absolutely."So far I'd like to apologise.
It might not mean much to you, since you might not even read this.
I just wanted you to know something, as much as I said all that, the time when I thought that you were my friend, I really liked you a lot.
Whatever other people say, I believe you're a great person.
But you must learn how to treat other people properly as well.
I sorely regret being so harsh to you, after thinking back, I thought of the times when you were there for me too.
I'd retract that statement I made before if it makes you feel better.
Have more confidence in yourself, okay?
Not everyone will look out for you next time, and if you keep behaving the way you do now - paranoid and suspicious of all else - you'll be mighty hard to get along with.
I feel very guilty after what I've done.
And I don't want you to forget me.
If only it was really that simple to say, "Let's start over, okay?"
If I had the chance, I would.
But the circumstances are just too awkward now.
There's nothing much to say about school, really.
I'm quite pissed off with studies.
I don't need reminders to study.
I'd do it by myself. And when that time comes, I wouldn't need you to tell me at all.
Geez. I am motivated by stress in deadlines, not by any other kinds.
So just let me be.
I want to go out on Friday, but I need to study too.
At least there's no Chem tomorrow so I'll do a mindmap on Tom and for Devt + Food.
And the O level papers have questions that're structured very very very weirdly.
Looks like we're getting into another pen fetish.
After the Pilot Rexgrip craze.
We got into the Exam Grade one.
And then the Uniball Figno one.
Now is the beginning of the Uni Jetstream craze.
Awesome ;D
Pen fanatics are so wonderful. :DDD